Not me for one thing. Actually, as my first blog I am going to recite very specifically and very humourously the events of my life in the past-oh let's say 2 months.
Timeline:
Beginning of April- Here I am starting to sweat. I have several important grade-determining papers to be done, and I have not even begun a researching process and in some instances I have not even decided exactly what topic I will be doing. Once again, starting to sweat but not drenched yet because the end of the semester is still weeks away. Furthermore, home life is deteroriating and the parents are splitting in an angry and bitter manner. Sweating, but as I said not completley drenched.
Mid-April- Becoming drenched. I am working every single weekend. Between the week I am torn halfway between getting to classes and halfway between a damn film festival internship that is eating me alive. I have not begun any papers yet, and have no time to delegate to them either.
End of April- All seems much better and the profuse sweating is become a slight dampness. I finished most of my papers with one more to go. However, I find out one day before the paper is due that my boyfriend of 2 years has cheated on me and not in the ordinary way. Let's just say its bad. Lots of crying, lots of denial but mostly bitterness and distrust of everyone. My parents have really called it quits and the step-dad is totally going off the deep end. I am depressed, angry, and now it seems I am totally lost. I quit my job-sort of. I actually called my boss, told her I dont think I could work and I would call her later, and then never did.
Beginning of May- I decided to keep the old man around, did not decide to call it quits. However, I was going to wait until the summer was over, he would be away for 2 months and then see how I feel. Things seem to be better, things are looking up actually and a huge sign of relief has come over me.
Mid-May- Things have once again spiraled down the rabbit hole. We have been essentially evicted from our home and reside in a hotel room. My mother has no car, I cant seem to get any financial aid for summer classes and we dont know what to do.
End of May- So here I am and things have bumped up on some sort of plateau. We are in an extended stay hotel and attempting to find a house. I finished my unfinished paper, got myself a loan for summer school and the repairs with the boyfriend seem to be going smoothly. This weekend I am going to a grad party, meeting johnathan frakes and other cats from star trek and going to a picnic for dan. Then we are leaving for montana and I get a week of dan straight. Hopefully it will go well, but it could go either way. All I know is that we better hit up Waffle House, not even playin.
So those are the events that have occured and I hope that these few months have taught me some life lessons. Although I cannot see them now, things should pick up.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
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